5 God’s Disposition Is Righteousness and Even More Love
by Fang Xin
(from Shimenzhai Church in Qinhuangdao Small District, Beijing District)
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Since I accepted God’s work of the last days in 2007, although outwardly I had been busy in performing duty, I hadn’t given my heart to God and had often been overwhelmingly bound by some family affairs. Whenever I thought of my daughter who was already 30 yet hadn’t found a suitable boyfriend, I had complaints against God in my heart; my son just played around and wasted money rather than earned money, and I complained about it; my husband’s foreman didn’t pay him for his work, and I complained about it…. Complaining against heaven and earth, I often misunderstood God, as if God had been too unfair to me. Therefore, I lived in darkness and suffering. But I didn’t know to seek God, and was completely ignorant of the extent of my being in danger; I was only struggling in miseries helplessly. However, God had thorough knowledge of my state, and He called me and saved me in His unique way, so that I awakened from my dream and broke away from Satan’s afflictions.
